Missing a Piece of Myself

please keep taking leaps of faith that make people say “that’s a bold move.” it’s part of your lore.

photo above is from @case.kenny on Instagram

What do you do when your kink goes from feeling like the fundamental piece of the puzzle to your sense of self, the piece that pulls everything together and makes you feel whole, to feeling like you can’t grasp it no matter how hard you try? The puzzle piece isn’t lost forever, of course – it’s too fundamental – but you can’t see it through the mess. The hardest part is it feels as much of a need as ever, but it’s not there. It feels broken. I feel broken.

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Spanking as Sexuality

I have had this drafted for over a week, scheduled to post. I am obviously still going to since you’re reading this, but it will likely be my last post for a while. That’s not what I intended for 2025, but I need to take a step back from kink to process some personal difficulty and I would find it hard to write here, with how I am feeling. I may still be active on BlueSky and Twitter.

I got an anonymous question via my NGL link a few weeks ago that asked the following: “Is spanking sexual for you and sexually arousing, or is it your sexuality like Jillian Keenan?”

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