Like most spankos, I am no stranger to spanking stories. I literally cut my baby spanko teeth on Laura’s Spanking Corner when I was cough 12 cough. I devoured as many stories as I could get my hands on – mostly stories by SamPast, Haley Brimley, Mary Catherine (linked here), and many others (I’d mention more of them but since their websites no longer exist, it seems unfair – the three above can be found on their own sites – linked on here, or the Spanking Library – which I refuse to link to but recognize is quite the repository). I read these spanking stories and longed to write my own. Before I had a computer, I was hand writing them. Risky. I would rip them up and throw them in the trash. I couldn’t trust anyone so I didn’t keep a journal for any significant period of time. When I got a computer however, I wrote voraciously. Most of these stories don’t exist anymore and only existed when they did to get what was in my head, out of it. The truth is, whenever I’ve written stories, the fantasy has been incredibly important to me. Almost all the stories I’ve written are based on true events or deeply held, well thought out fantasies of my own – in which I feature as the main character! But that doesn’t always make for the best writing, if I’m honest. I’d argue stories I wrote in the past where I wasn’t explicitly the main character, are pretty bad – still mostly wank fodder and just not very good stories.
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Fiction: Like a Naughty Girl
When I first started blogging and joining online spanking spaces, it was specifically to read, write, and share, spanking fiction. I was young and inexperienced so I am not saying it was good fiction, but there it was. Until a few months ago, I hadn’t written much about spanking or kink for years – part of that was being absorbed in school and part is because although I love to write, I find it very difficult to arrange what I’d like to write. Writing a research paper for school involved a lot of reading, note taking, and thinking before I would sit down and often write thousands of words in a single evening. This is probably the product of a bit of undiagnosed ADHD, but I’ve always worked well under the pressure of a deadline or some sort of external structure. Internal structure exists, but it’s more complicated for me. So writing spanking stories is similar – I spend a lot of time thinking of a scenario or story and it doesn’t get written down until it feels like it’s positively going to explode from my finger tips. Sometimes that’s at 4am and sometimes it’s in the middle of my work day. This one was written in the Notes app on my phone, as I groggily lay awake before my husband and daughter roused in the bed next to me.
Anyway, I’ve been dabbling back in fiction a bit and wrote down one of my most common and recurring spanking dreams. I have had this dream – or a variation of it – for as long as I can remember. It is the absolute core of my kink: a hard OTK hairbrushing that I don’t want, but is good for me, and is not about it being my choice – in fact, it’s better if I don’t want it. Now, this particular variation is heavily influenced by recent discussions and negotiations for potential real life play, and a lot of conversations about those earliest and most core fantasies. The uniform is a more recent addition to these dreams/fantasies so this variation is quite new to me.
It also explores a concept I intend to write about more and that is the concept of being an inherently good girl and not wanting to misbehave simply to get spanked hard. Hence the title.
I hope you enjoy it.
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